Wow, its been like what, 4, 5months or so that i haven’t blog. Well im on springbreak & it feels so good to be on break. I get to spend time with my love ones & the people i havent seen in so long & i am excited to see them.

Anyways, my day today was great. Went to church in San Leandro & everything just felt so right. I was with my uncle & 2 aunts. It was my uncle’s birthday today. He is fun to be with because he is always smiling and making people happy. Right when we got to church, everyone was hugging us & coming up to us. They are so nice, i love my church family because we treat eachother as brothers & sisters.

Being at church was such a good feeling. I was running on 2 hours of sleep but it wasnt a problem at all because God gaved me all the strength & healed my headache. I was able to praise Him. All glory to God. I had all smiles through out the whole time at church. I shed some tears, not because i was sad but because i just remember all the blessings God has given me and i am very thankful for all of them. &Today, i learned something new again.

” God is good, all the time. Because even if you forget him at times, He never forget. You make mistakes, you know you have sins, but at the end of the day, God is there to forgive you. Without God we are nothing. So thank Him for everything He does for you everyday. Dont just thank him when you’re happy or blessed, thank Him everyday because He takes care of you, provides you with all your needs. Even if you’re sad or mad, thank Him. Despite of everything that happens in your life, thank Him. Because God is good all the time. He never forget about us nor abandon us. He never change and He is always there for you in times that your going through hardships in your life.”

Every time i go to church, i always learn something new. It brought tears in my eyes because i am just blessed. With all the things i have right now, it is all blessings. In times when i seek for God and ask for His help, he is always there to listen. Ever since I have been attending to Yahweh El Shaddai, it made a huge impact in my life. I have realized all my wrongs & I have learn to be more forgiving and love my enemies, despite of what they do to me or what they say to me. It just made me become into a better person & i am happy to say that the old me is gone. Before i used to look at things in the world differently, i was more on the negative side instead of the bright side. Because if you didnt know, back in the days, i couldnt forgive at all, ive got too much pride to even say sorry to someone but now it all changed. Or it been changed since the December2010.

Just like earlier, i was so irked when i got home. My mom was bitching at me for something i didnt do. I took it all in with me, kept quiet, i didnt wanna argue with her because i know it will just make things worst. Then when i got in my room, i thought itd pour it out, so i did. I was tired of people’s bs and all their backstabbin, gossiping or whatever you call it. But 30mins after, i forget all about it. I let it slide once again because thinking about it, is not even worth getting mad. I thought about church & what they taught us, “LOVE YOUR ENEMIES” so all the anger that was in me was GONE. Sorry if im not making any sense right now, ive only got 2 hours of sleep, so yeah. But im going to cut it right here before i fall asleep infront of the computer. Well goodnight everyone, sweet dreams (: