I think I’ve held enough of my patience. As soon as my mom got in the car, she started bitchin at me & she goes “when you grow up, don’t have a kid” are you serious? When I grow up, I wanna have my own family. Growing up as an only child is hard. Not having any sisters to run to when I’m getting bitched at, get introuble, when I cry or a shoulder to cry on when I need it right away. & My mom had to guts to say all this shiz to me. Telling me I don’t understand the situation & that I shouldn’t be talking. & that I’m no help.

For me I keep a positive mindset, because that’s how I’m taught from church. To cast all your problems to God, to let Him take care of things, to not face any problems alone because His always with us, that God is faithful, keep His promises & wouldn’t give you something you can’t handle in life. I know, were facing a tough problem at this point of time, but that’s why we are called FAMILY. To be there for whatever, to support, to not give up, to keep pushing through no matter what life give us. You know, i’ve took it all in, but my mom just don’t see that, she kept saying bunch of things (nonsense) but I let her talk. But things got out of hands, she went off on me “I’m no help. Shut your mouth.” All I said was “Mom we are family. We’ll support eachother even through tough & happy times” but I didnt say a thing after she said that but she just keep saying more shiz. All i did was listen to every bs she was saying to me. But really now mom? If you didnt know, your words hurt me. But I will be strong enough to get over this. I know for a fact that prayer is stronger than anything. That with God, anything is possible. We can get through this. We caan..